There are only
a few things in life that we are willing to die for –
our faith in Christ, our family, our nation and our
reputation. Perhaps the list could be extended a bit
more, but it is certainly not very long. In the next few
moments I would like to shorten it by one.
During my development years I heard a phrase that was
consistently repeated to me by various people that I
respected. It was, “If you don’t have your reputation,
then what have you got?” Your excellent name, as it
represents your integrity, faith and purpose is
important in life to see you through the good times and
bad. People may take your job, your house or whatever,
but they can’t take away your fine name. At least that
is what I was told. Unfortunately what I was told is not
exactly accurate.
After serving as pastors in a church for a number of
years, my wife and I were faced with one of the major
trials of our lives. We had taken on the
responsibilities of being shepherds to a church that had
forced the previous pastor to resign. There was no
evidence of wrongdoing on his part, only a myriad of
unsubstantiated accusations. With full knowledge of this
fact we took on the work in hopes of moving beyond its
known character. For a number of years it looked as if
the church had put its old habits to rest.
Then overnight things began to change. An unsettledness
or restlessness in one small group became noticeable.
This grew to a full fledged opposition that took aim at
us with a violence that we could not understand. Towards
the end of our ministry at this church new accusations
were be created so fast that we could not cope with
them. Each day we would hear of things being said that
impugned our character. They were so ridiculous that we
thought no one would ever believe them. But, they did.
On a very dark night in our life we made a difficult
decision to resign. Many things were taken from us that
night, but one of the most precious was our reputation.
We had attempted to live an exemplary life in pursuit of
our highest goal, to be like Jesus. Yet, in our world of
friends, congregation, denomination and community we
were the vilest of sinners. The false accusations and
ferocious condemnations marred the canvas of our
character. We were robbed. Our reputation was gone.
We struggled with a deep contradiction. Without our good
name how could we ever serve God again? Then one day my
eyes fell upon the scriptures in Philippians 2: 1-11.
One verse burned a hole in my heart. It was verse seven.
Concerning Jesus it says, “But, he made himself of no
reputation..." He emptied himself of his eternal
reputation to start his ministry here on earth. This
statement amazed me. His starting point for service was
laying down his majestic name. In that moment it all
became so obvious to me, to truly serve the King of
Kings you have to lose your reputation.
When you really think about it many of God’s heroes had
less than impeccable reputations. Paul wrote a good
portion of the New Testament. But He was a Sanctioned
Terrorist. The prophets spoke as the oracles of God
granting Israel audience with the Almighty. Yet, most of
them were considered crazy. Jacob, who fathered the
twelve tribes, was a common thief. Joseph, the savior of
his world, was an accused rapist. And Moses, the great
liberator and Law giver, was a banished murderer. But do
you remember what they were accused of when you think
about the impact of their lives? Does God?
In business your name and what it stands for is
valuable. In ministry your reputation is of little
consequence. We fight so hard to spare our image in the
eyes of people when in truth it can actually be a
hindrance to the working out of our faith. Who you are
in life is of less importance than who you are in
Christ.
Over the years I have watched scores of pastors who have
had their good names dragged through the mire of life be
raised up by the hand of God in a miraculous way. It
fills my heart with joy each time I see these unknown
messengers of God go on to perform some of the King’s
most amazing feats and unveil some of his riches
blessings. Reputation is nothing to God.